I am 78 and have everything. More money than I need,2 healthy adult children, 3 grandchildren, a loving husband, and a beautiful home,plus close friends. I have had an amazing amount of bad things that have happened in my life- an unstable childhood with moves every year, a sister who has had drug problems, a severe illness and many surgeries, a daughter who was language delayed and alsoghosted us for 2 years,both children divorced, my son has depression issues, we had little to no contact with grandchildren, on and on.
Lately I am afraid to go out as I will have a panic attack and vomitting. My life feels over and I do not know what to do. Any ideas?