Hello, New here. After reading every one of your stories I don't feel so alone. I also realize many people seem far worse off than myself. I too have been worried about all the new regulations on pain medicine. It makes zero sense to take away drugs that often can and do change people lives for the better. I would not be able to get out of bed let alone keep working 50 hours a week without help. It drives me crazy that a few bad eggs ruin it for all of those who need them. I have a failed fusion currently. Found out about 18 months ago. My rods fractured in 3 places and a few screws have also detached. The pain I have been experiencing is excruciating and some days seems unbearable no matter the amount of pills I take. My next step is acquiring insurance and finding a neurosurgeon that isn't affraid of touching me. Dealing with the stress and anxiety daily is also very difficult. I constantly worry that even if I Can find a Dr willing to help that I won't be able to support my family while I recover. Life is so hard sometimes. I have incredible pain tolerance but I'm really getting tired of dealing with this every day of my life.