@pb50 I appreciate your wisdom and reminders that we have time. Will definitely stay involved with providers too. When I went through a cancer challenge about 15 years ago, I chose a path of treatment that was not recommended to me by Oncology at a prestigious clinic. I didn't make the decision lightly; thankfully I was given 2 wonderful books as resources that were filled with testimonies of women who had shared their experiences and modalities of treatment and outcomes. Those were of invaluable help to me. And I realized only God knows all the days of my life as they are written in his Book of Life. I found my way through reading the Bible and the other resources. I am leaning on God to help me/us in this challenge too, whatever the outcome. I appreciate your vulnerability in sharing your story. And wish you all the best in your quest for good health too! ❤️