@nycmusic I have thought about doing this. However, I would then have to sign up for different health insurance to seek a new primary outside of VA. A friend recently shared that this Reclast Infusion can last and move throughout one’s body for up to 10 years. Guess the right way to look at that is to tell myself, I only have about 8.5 years left at this rate. For the most part I do pretty good. Once in a while when I am trying to do something productive and my shoulders really start to hurt it frustrates me because I am independent for the most part. I just try to give myself a bit of a break, take my two K9’s for a walk and walk off the frustration. There are times I think my wife is thinking that I am procrastinating and maybe once in a while I am but usually I am not, if that makes sense. I did not have these symptoms before the infusion. Having had bladder cancer 5 x , when someone suggests something I feel like I acted without research….a lesson learned. Honestly, today seems like one of those days where I feel totally frustrated and that is okay, we all deserve a break periodically.