@faith123 I read your post this morning and am so inspired by your story. You have a wonderful attitude and expectation of healing and complete recovery. I am impressed with the ways in which you are taking care of yourself and how you've included helping others into your plan for health. You are a positive role model for the rest of us. Thank you so much for sharing your situation, grieving, and healing process as encouragement with us. Gail B Ledesma