I’m sorry you’re feeling so bad, I just don’t understand what your doctor is doing, you mentioned that you were doing alright on your medications but you have to see the doctor. If your appointment is a long wait then perhaps you can go to the hospital and see if they can give you a refill, you clearly need them and the doctor is cold and heartless leaving you feeling like this, please try to get help or let the doctor know how much you’re suffering, definitely find another doctor because this is unacceptable, I am happy that you have your furry babies to help you, they love you unconditionally and are often the best friends we can ever have.