@isadora2021 yes along with my faith is an attitude of gratitude. So many things to be grateful for. I have had anxiety disorder for 45 years and did not have to up my dose to cope with this past year! That’s Gods grace for sure. Always abit on edge with ctscans and bloodwork. Conquering fear would be a big one. But staying positive with a lot of support from my family and church strengthens me. I have ct scan Sunday. Dr did laprascopic surgery on the 23 Dec to determine the big surgery so not too worried. Thanks for telling your experience. So glad to hear you’re doing well after everything. I will keep you posted. Might need more encouragement down the road.