@indyanthony
It seems like so many others we share the same torment. Thank you very much for letting me know that Spravato is finally helping you! Out of desperation I just started TMS. It requires a tremendous amount of time and dedication having to go five days a week for 36 sessions (7 weeks)! But I have no choice and have to try TMS as an option. Thankfully it is covered by insurance! Has anyone out there tried TMS with success! Or any other treatment!
Thank you all for your comments and support!