@ava11 My LH and FSH levels are as high as the lab can measure them, i.e. off the chart. My brain is doing all the proper signaling to start making T again but my body isn't listening. My urologist said it may be "testicular failure." This is something that was NEVER even mentioned as a possibility so I am quite angry about it. I was woefully kept in the dark about ADT side effects when I was in cancer panic mode and seeking treatment. Knowing what I know now, I would have skipped it and done radiation alone as I feel ADT has done me more harm than good. Even the name "hormone therapy" is benign sounding for what it actually is.