@grahmilou
I just received your very kind reply. I'm so sorry you have lost so many friends and family members all so close together! I'm sure that's extremely hard for you. However, remember that they are all up in Heaven with God and Jesus and all the angels and are with their loved ones who died before them. You will be reunited with them eventually in God's time as I will be reunited with my husband and my friend also. It's just hard for us to be without them; especially in this world that is not as good as it used to be. Now what we have to do is just have faith and pray to God for help and we'll get it. When you are worrying about whatever just ask God to help you to stop worrying and he will. When I was young and would be worrying about things not working out right, I'd ask my Mom, "What are we going to do?" She'd always say, "We are just going to sit right here and pray!" And we did and our prayers would be answered. She also often quoted a part from the Bible, "Take no thought for the morrow. The evil is sufficient unto the day thereof." Then, Mom would always say, "We'll let God handle tomorrow." Many times when I was growing up we often had very little food in the house and no money to buy more because my Father spent a lot of money in the bars. Mom would always inisist that we pray and food or money would always come from somewhere to meet our needs.

I'm so glad you are a Christian! God will be there for you. Just ask for his help. I'll say a prayer for you also.
PML