@peter51f it’s like this. Life is about choices. Talk to the people you would be doing it for and get their feedback. Are they being selfish or are you? We all have faced the same question and back you no matter what you decide. I personally watched cancer take my mom in less than a month earlier this year. I was with my baby sister as she passed after fighting cancer for years. And I was with my father who had cancer pain but did nothing for about a year before he died. My path is to fight my bladder cancer. My reasons are few but this is my story and I will decide when it ends not cancer. Good luck to you.