@northoftheborder I am adding my own to @dailyeffort ‘s “thoughts and prayers” for you. ( In Dr Patrick Walsh’s Surviving Prostate Cancer, there were three paragraphs on “Faith, Prayer, and Spirituality” (pp. 420-421).)
In the book that I wrote and published in Amazon on Nov 25, the 10th (last) last chapter mentioned my own experience about “faith and the will to live” when I was so close to death many years ago, that a doctor friend in the church said I was so lucky to survive; of the three people he knew to have had the disease I had, I was the only who “lived and walked.” You have been through a lot and your story is already more compelling than mine. Blessings,