Hello and so sorry for what you are going through. Family can sometimes hurt us so deeply. I am sure you are not deserving of this behavior. Perhaps you could try one more time to reach out and and try to begin a relationship again. I lost my son to cancer in June of this year. I miss him so, and cry daily. Friends have been there for me. Surprisingly some family I thought would be there for me, was not. I am grateful to this group, someone to listen means so much. You have people here who will support you. Sending hugs and wishing you Peace.
Ann