This is all so scary and most of us are in the same boat. Do you trust your medical staff? That is the key to moving forward. If you trust them, follow what they say to the best of your ability. Believe in you heart that they have your very best interest at heart. Cast your cares upon the Lord and seek Him to provide you with wise counselors that are only going to provide the best direction for the best outcome. Take a deep breath and believe that you are on the road to recovery. What you tell yourself about this process is as important as any tangible thing that is done to you or for you. Wishing you the very best! k