@hrhwilliam

Having a really bad day Just so sad I miss my husband and don't want to upset my kids by wallowing in my pity party I wake up each morning, and wish I didn't

Supposed to start radiation therapy, and dr is having trouble getting medicare to approve the shots I need before treatment I just want to get it over with Look in the mirror and see an old, sad woman looking back at me This is really taking a toll on me

Going to see a new dr today to see if there is a good fit for her to be my pcp My last dr left me undiagnosed for a year even though I told him I was having trouble breathing and swallowing When finally diagnosed by a different dr, cancer had spread into my lymph nodes and necessitated an 8 hour surgery

This is another reason I am sad and mad I have 8 siblings and none of them have lost a spouse and been diagnosed with cancer Why am I being picked on?