@ruth36 , you are right about God has a time for us. I stay in so much pain that I can't enjoy life. Oh. But I fear death. I see my husband ( if he can be called a husband). He is 2 yrs younger, might as well be 20 years younger. He has no health problems. And can't emphasize with me. I don't drive, he has a large truck, and a sports car . I can't drive either one. So, I order my groceries online. Shop online for things I need.
My body feels like all my bones have cancer. As I have debilitating pain all over. And, CAD is the number 1 cause of death. May God bless you and keep you able without pain