@jessie1990 Jess, that is a honest reaction to what is ahead of you. Maybe when you get to the hospital you can explain you are anxious and they can give you something to calm your nerves (?) They did that for me. Keep telling yourself you are finally getting this procedure done. I know you are scared. Maybe most of this is because you have had to wait for so long. I'm sure I am way older than you, and I was scared too. Let them know that. 💕🙏