@frouke I am sorry for your loss but happy you were able to stay in touch with him. I have heard great things about health care in the UK and that they take care of their people. Here in US it is only getting worse. Our son racked up tens of thousands of dollars in medical bills before we were finally able to get him Medicaid. And not in Wyoming as can only have it if you have an extremely low paying job or are pregnant. Makes zero sense to me. And his disorder is really hard on our marriage and family to try and live normally let alone be happy. After talking to my son today and he was so manic that I am doubtful he can recover this time. I am praying that happiness finally comes in our next life. Anyway, I hope you have found some peace now that your husband’s soul is at rest. Thank you for sharing, and thank you for caring. This site has been therapy for me. I do really need to get some treatment myself or even reach out to NAMI as well. Thank you