God bless you for being here which can only mean that you’re not done yet, but seriously you have certainly suffered very badly over the years. With due respect I was drawn to your post by the unusual name of your ailments, the rash almost sounded like shingles but I realize what you have is quite different. I know as a woman myself that we are designed to have babies but honestly the damage for yourself and others is profound. I sincerely wish you healing and peace with yourself, I’m 74 so I understand how hard this is at our age, I shall say a prayer for you, be safe.