At my doctor’s visit when I was diagnosed, I just fell apart and started crying. And my doctor said in a stern voice, I have not told you that you have cancer so you need to realize this is something you can handle. And I stopped crying and decided I will control it, it will not control me. That was 20 years ago. Diagnosed at 50. I exercise, I walk, I’m careful of my steps, I take Fosamax weekly and I am thankful for each day.
So my advice to you, get yourself together and take control. Don’t let it control you.