@annben
Thank you for your kind response! I needed that! I'm so sorry to hear about your son. That must have been very hard for you. Children aren't supposed to die before their parents. He's up in Heaven and you will be reunited with him in God's time as I will also with my husband and friend and even kitty. It's just lonely waiting. It is so good that you have God in your life! I know I do also and it helps immensely. I, like you talk to God daily and it helps. I owe that to my Mom. When she was alive and things would be bad for us I would be worrying about what were we going to do? Mom would say, "We're just going to sit right here and pray!" And we did and things would somehow work out for us. God was always there for us.
God Bless You,
PML