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You are mistaken on one fact.

I never abused drugs or alcohol I was sex trafficed for two years during which time I was drug constantly. Think Epstein for boys.

After that I never had a drink until my breakdown from psychiatric meds at 50.

Even then I didn’t abuse anything…I actually drank very little and took few drugs as nothing effected me because of the meds…all told I drank or did drugs at 50 for six months socially.

I have lived a lie for a long time to protect others.

I am not claiming anything I can not prove.

My choice to leave my children alone remains consistent with why I went to prison…I want them to have a life free of as much trauma as possible.

They know where to find me and soon I will be unavoidable.

I do not believe it is appropriate for me to discuss any of my published work here.

I can tell you everything you need to know in on simple statement.

Align ones body, mind, environment and most importantly spirit with what makes humans thrive. Everyone knows what that means, sometimes we just haven’t suffered enough to do it.

Simple but not easy. Learned that in AA.

Psychiatric medications are built on a nonsensical premise. Everyone will soon know the truth.

No pill can give anyone purpose, no amount of money, no intervention other than loving truth and support.

Few know this like I do.

The rest is capitalism at work.

Finding something to live for beyond the “self” seems to be the answer.

Blessing to you,

David

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Replies to "You are mistaken on one fact. I never abused drugs or alcohol I was sex trafficed..."

@dfb I agree with you that no pill can give purpose and meaning to your life. But for someone in true depression proper medication can free the person to escape the pain and suffering and hopelessness that person is in, and let them find their way to a life of meaning. It’s not just a matter of “hitting bottom” as in AA stories and experiences. I’ve had 3 clinical depressions and know firsthand how helpful medication can be.