@lagunagrl
I hated females. Not always, but in my mid to late teens I grew to despise them. I'd been hurt/rejected by many of them on many occasions and that's when my bitterness towards them increased greatly. Even against my will, my best intentions. I loved to hate them, too. I want to be open. I wanted to hate them on some level. Hating them was supposed to protect me from further hurt and to pay them back plus some to hurt them back. Like that would work!
i said these things to majke a point. Many who claim to have a dynamic spirituality, peddle snake oil. Send your money and god will bless your brains.
{I can't stand them, but I have to love them. They are sick, too, just like I am.} But when I was given some spirituality, the first thing I noticed was the tender love I experienced for all people and most strangely, for females. I viewed them as wonderful human beings who deserved love and kindness.