Sue, you really ARE a role model, but you have definitely earned it!!!
I wanted to add to everyone else’s’ great comments that I’ve had a few nights that I acted like a baby and threw my neb attachments across the room saying, “dammit, I’m just not doin it”. (By the way, those were the cheap neb disposable attachments - not my expensive new e-flow stuff 😳)
However I still will have “dammit” nites occasionally, when I’m “just not gonna do it”. By the next day though I’ve got my big girl pants back on and I’m peacefully back on track. It helps to remind me that in the end, it’s still my l choice whether i do all this stuff. So if it helps you, take a break now and then.
It also helpful that I adopted doing the different things slowly instead of changing my whole life all at once. Mostly that was because I only learned the different facts slowly from different sources, but if you are overwhelmed you could back off a little here and there, and ease into some things. We all hear you though!🥰🥰