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I wish to make everything stop just for one day.

Hello all who will see and or read this , I am so sorry for not posting, I got ....busy. But I wish I could disappear, PLEASE SOMEONE KILL ME, OR I CUT MYSELF UNTIL I FEEL SOMETHING. I was told by my own flesh and blood which hurts a lot worse, that I would never be good enough to be a RN. And My mom has the most fucked up rules I have ever seen and delt with in my years that I have been with her. I just wish to make it STOP, everything. And to make it worse I cant even be myself at home, I have to pretend to be something I am not, and to add to that I have to worry about school, graduation in May, If things will work out in the future, which I hope will. So my question is: does anyone have a magic wand to freeze or stop time? And I WILL NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH FOR ANYTHING!Peace out,Ginny Snow.

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Replies to "I wish to make everything stop just for one day. Hello all who will see and..."

@ginnysnow, sometimes words fail me. But we only have text, so I will do my best and try. I don't have a magic wand. I wish I did. You are good enough. Love starts by you loving you. That is cliché as heck, but it's true.

It doesn't matter what other people think or how other people define you or want you to be. See yourself -- I mean really see. Look at yourself as that young innocent child who deserves to be loved and see you. Banish the words that others have used. Love the person you are and want to be.

My words may not have hit the right chord. I hope they do not offend. My ears are open. I'm listening.