@diverdown1 thank you for your reply. I do believe the criminal justice system needs a complete overhaul. But that’s something stemming from a different issue of mine with a family member who has paid his dues and still seems to not get a fair shake at times

I am trying to find the little joy in life again for some reason I know that life is fragile and one should be grateful for every day. I just got done talking to my daughter, and she brings a big smile to my face. She wants to be a nurse. I love her so much Thank you all for your replies. I read every single one and I am taking a little bit from each reply and it’s so encouraging to hear sometimes it’s just a simple things that can make life enjoyable.