I’m sorry for your troubles with the treatments and getting the answers you deserve, I know that I would be very frustrated in your situation. I feel that you’re struggling with the situation because you need more answers about what the treatments have done and now the insecurity is there making you doubt yourself. I would continue to go after the doctors and try to get some more information so that you will know if everything you’re going through is working out well, I know that everything will work out for you when you’re given more information, please stay strong and focus on getting better so you can get back to living your best life.