Sorry you're experiencing such nasty pain. Being told by Dr.'s over and over again 'nothing wrong' sure doesn't help. Saying 'we don't know' / Current tests aren't detecting a problem, '

I hope meds that meet your pain needs are in your hands soon.

Looks like you've been getting back to more movement whenever possible which is really good. The activities you've chosen in your life are certainly in the high performance group. Well done.

Luv your attitude as indicated in this hard No, to too much medication: comment "turns me into an a$$h*le. And doesn’t help".

Omg , good one, had me literally lol'ing. And totally gotcha on that. Really hope some really helpful changes come your way. All the best. Air hug.