Well I’ve had to reschedule my first treatment until Nov.5th due to my mother passing away Oct. 20th. It was somewhat unexpected until over the weekend but I and my family were able to be with her when it happened. I’m still in a blur. I’m worried that I’m going to be in a pretty bad state of mind by the time Nov. 5th gets here. But i also know she would not want me to delay it any longer if possible. I so appreciate everyone’s advice and shared experiences. In the short time since I joined I have learned a lot. Still wishing you all the best and again thank you!