@naturegirl5 Oftentimes our lives are not under our control. We do our best to stay healthy but life gets in the way. Try not to stress about the future because it doesn't add a minute to your life. Enjoy yourself while you can and feel well. Your cancer will probably never return. That has been my philosophy throughout my 4 cancer diagnoses. Yes, I'm now 80 and keep learning new skills and enjoying life. I'm a photographer and I'm out shooting several times a week. I'm grateful for every sunrise and sunset, every bird at my feeder, and every person in my life. God is my rock and gets me to where I belong. I think my faith is why I'm still surviving 4 cancers. My bladder cancer was a high-grade rare form that may return and if it does, like you said, I'll make my decisions then. But for today, life is good. I wish you all the best.