I have read a children’s book recently that had a father’s advice for his daughter … “You can’t choose how you feel. You can choose how you act. Choose courage.”
I’ve had about 40 CT scans and 15 PET scans, and no matter how much I try not to, I always get anxious. I trust God, He is in control. I’m not afraid of death, but anxiety is a reality that sometimes you can’t stop from happening. When I’m told the results by the oncologist, I’m usually fine! It’s just not knowing that I find difficult.