I go till I can not hack it any longer.... the last couple of weeks been sleeping a lot but a got a half-ass throat cold and have said the hell with a lot of things only done what I have had to do. Yep eating need to loose weight really... COme in here and work on genealogy and loose the reality or try to... but that is hard... I am a "black & white" person when it comes to money, etc. so i do a lot of overthinking on things... reminds me of the A-hole dr's statement "All you care about is the money not him" but medical care, prescriptions etc all boil down to the almighty dollar and if you don't have it the person especially the elderly suffer because the conglomerate health care systems and "big pharm" gives a rast ass in hell whether the common person whether young or old can afford reasonable care and the so called "Affordable health care act" is a laugh - with the medicare summaries I have seen where they have cut paying for thing entirely such as most blood work, x-ray's etc or its such a pitiful small amount to the providers... the co-pay/deductibles are so high that one's out of pocket expense cuts into others things... that's another full rant better stop...