Feel for you. Am in Texas and we can only get the pills and oil that don't have the THC in them. I have both and am not sure if they work for me, or not. In your place, I really would campaign for getting prescription. There has to be physician that is open to at least trying you with cbd/thc. I wish you the best. Please keep us informed. I'm sure there are others who have better experience with this than I.