Hello, my name is Chris. I was in an automobile accident, which was not my fault. I had to go through three lower back surgeries at L5- s1. One neck surgery at C6-C7 and 2 foot surgeries on right foot. This would be 32 years of dealing with chronic pain. I do believe I’ve tried every treatment available to me in my state. I’m starting to get peripheral neuropathy in both of my feet and losing the feeling in my feet. I think I’ve tried every physical therapy known to man. Acupuncture helps a lot, but I unable to afford it on a regular basis. I meditate everyday. Due to my physical condition it makes it very difficult to exercise and to do daily chores. Thank God, I have a loving wife who helps me every way she can. I no longer have much of a support system. As far as dealing with this. I’ve been looking for a psychiatrist that deals with pain which also has been very difficult to find. I will never give up but it really wears you out, I apologize if I unloaded on the group.