@lostnconfused
Are you on social security disability? Have you tried to qualify for Medicaid and supplemental income? You should be able to get help with medications and medical bills but it requires some work in your part. I know it is hard to do when you are struggling with a lot.

You really need help to process everything from teen years through loss of mom and pets through present. Medication and therapy is critical for you to get you on the road to brighter days. It is hard work but worth it. I have been dealing with many health issues, chronic pain and major depression for 2 years (couldn’t get out of bed but I am a single parent of a teen and I have no family/friend support) and just starting to see a glimmer of hope. My one medication was increased recently (bupropion) and it is starting to seem to make a difference. I have tried so many different medications and it has been trial and error and you need to be patient.