@jmoshore, I’m sorry for your test results, I understand how you’re feeling right now with this situation. I know from experience that doctors can sometimes be very difficult to deal with, for them it’s more of the same thing but for you it’s shocking and rightly so, I just want to reassure you that it will gradually become a little more manageable when you have more information and then discuss the steps that they will take to help you get better. It’s never easy for anyone of us to deal with cancer but we are adaptable beings and we do whatever it may take to get our health back. I would also like to add that there’s a big group discussion here for people who are living with the same thing that you have, please ask for assistance in getting connected with them and they will provide you with a link, best wishes to you for a speedy recovery.