You will find relief. It takes time for the medicines to work along with watching our diets and doing what little walking, yoga or exercise we can do comfortably- wasn't much for me until the Methotrexate gave relief.
I did a lot of reflecting on my life- changes in attitude, praying and enjoying whatever "highs" came through during this period in life. I had "time" to re-evaluate" my life...
Courage in the struggle. There really is the proverbial "light at the end of the tunnel" with PMR.
You will overcome!!