I am so very sorry! I feel your pain! I had 2 back surgeries ( back to back) ….my little joke….mid back down to my *ss! Never been the same since! In constant horrible pain.God bless everyone who has had back surgery! 🙏💕

So sorry for your situation. Pray you can find healing.
I have started meditating...recovery has worked for many others. Its no quick or easy fix but I truly believe our bodies are capable of so much more than we know.
Pls consider it/ Google it well so you understand the theory behind it...I had to...in order to believe.
Stay strong/ its hard. Best wishes.