I feel such anxiety when reading your post, I too am a lung cancer survivor twice now and recently my ct scan is showing a nodule in the right upper lung that’s starting to change. I admire your courage and strength to fight a very tough battle with this disease and you live to talk about it, that takes a strength that I don’t have anymore, I’m now 74 years old and very tired from the last five years, I truly believe that I will not survive these treatments, I’ve had two surgeries but no chemo or radiation and I never got my strength back anymore. I agree that it’s a decision only we can make because we’re going through this and every case is different, I hope that you find peace with your decision and I know that God is with you guiding you through this, good wishes, amen.🙏