I think each of us here is suffering in our own ways. I'm sorry you felt ganged up on. As a writer with severe long covid I just wanted to respond to your initial comment. Most days I can only write a few sentences, so it takes forever to bring an entire book to publication. Before covid I was much more productive. I'm sorry that you have difficulty with cooking meals. I don't cook anymore everything is small plates like cheese olives hummus and the like. I also can no longer do activities of daily living like vacuuming. I still have to work full time and that takes more energy than I have, but I don't have the financial resources to quit. I have always found this forum to be supportive and I hope it can continue to be so. I'm grateful we have a moderator who can help us when we unintentionally say something that could be misinterpreted as hurtful.