I love the thought you shared about how I may get a large chunk of my hubby back. I truly hope so as he is my soul mate. Watching the love of your life deteriorate is very hard as you truly do know. Being a caregiver is one of the most difficult things that many of us ever experience and I'm certain that you understand this. How is your sick wife doing and your very-aged dad and his partner? What you learned in the military is something that I can apply to my life and I appreciate your sharing it with me. That will probably be what I put on the next plaque beside of my bed to remind me daily. Update us with how you are doing and remember to experience one truly good thing daily, even if it's just seeing a tree change colors. Have a great day.