The symptoms that you describe sound so much like what my daughter and I have experienced. We were tested for Lyme Disease with a test from the CDC...the usual one used in hospitals and clinics. We tested negative for Lyme. Then...we went to a Functional Integrative Medical Doctor and she used a test for Lyme called ISAGENIX. Both of us tested positive on several strains of Lyme. We learned that antibiotics actually make Lyme worse before it gets better, but antibiotics are THE treatment needed. There are actually Lyme Literate doctors scattered throughout the country. There is one in Mankato, MN and another in Columbia, MO. It would DEFINITELY be worth your time and money to get a consult with one of these doctors. They alternate antibiotics and use tons of supplements...and finally, you will get your health and your life back. There are Facebook pages dedicated to this as well since Lyme patients have so many struggles and they need to collaborate for answers. I feel VERY strongly that this is what you are dealing with since you have all of the symptoms. Best wishes....