Sometimes I’m fine and bam! Sometimes same part of the day. The aura… difficult to talk, can’t think clearly, balance off, feel like I’m on a rocking boat, hurt enough it’s hard to walk, hold the walk…. If I asked my wife she’d probably either add or say something different. I forget a lot after. It changes so much. The scariest tho is when I can tell it’s coming on fast. I know as soon as it starts this is going to be bad . It’s like a train in my head that’s just moved to full throttle. I try and go straight for the ice bag, ( last time got 1 cube out of 10 in there) to a pillow over my head and to my chest. Forgot. My body’s shaking so bad I can’t describe it. I forget a lot after. There’s more but can’t think of it now. I need a break. This place, I can’t believe there’s other people out there… my thoughts are getting mixed up.
Thank you!
Oh, let me know when I can post that painting. 😂. I’m normally very shy… insecure but want to show it