@rajincajunmom, I'm so sorry to hear you are suffering and are feeling alone but am delighted that you have found Mayo Clinic Connect. We welcome you!
We are a patient to patient based community where it is safe to post questions and concerns about your personal health journey. Please feel free to reach out to any of our members with questions.
I would like to connect you with community member @jkenser, who is just over a month out post-operative procedure. @jkenser, can you please let us know how are you are doing today?
I would also like to connect you with members @pegorr, @lindajean and @barbarabx, please connect and help @rajincajunmom discuss her frustration. Did any of you feel this same way after you had surgery?
While we wait for members to reply, here is a video on brain tumors and skull base tumors. https://connect.mayoclinic.org/discussion/mayoclinicneurochat-on-brain-tumors/ that you may find helpful. At minute 7:25 they talk about treatment and at 17:55 they talk about resources and innovative therapies.
@rajincajunmom, can you tell us- What kind of procedure did you have done? what type of Brain Tumor were you diagnosed with?
It was a meningioma tumor. The procedure was basically them drilling holes in my brain, cutting the bone in the way of the tumor and then getting as much of it out as they could. I was told that they got 95% of it. I just wanna stop hurting, be able to work again, drive again,etc. Yes I've had suicidal thoughts because of the pain and not getting anywhere with my doctor or anyone.