Yes it is- (Life Sentence), and it hurts So badly- My life has become grotesque and I, a freak in the horrific pain and disfigurement of my mobility, knee and life ... sounds like---Yours from this. You are not the only one...I think we should join forces at least emotionally- I do want to hear and share- I still want to fight, to change and heal... It doesn't look good but I'm not "over" yet>