Wow that has to be awful dealing with that. I'm very sorry. I have a sister who's been diabetic for 30 years. My inquiry isn't about your insulin problem. I'm wondering if there's something you can take for your other issues related to the outbursts and anger. I know as a cancer patient I had to stop my hormones. My hot flashes were horrible. I started taking 20mg citalopram then halved them so now 10mg have cut the hot flashes by about 60%. I also noticed that I have more energy and more interest in doing things around the house. I'm not a huge fan of antidepressants, hence taking lowest mg possible, but have found a happy medium. If I decide I want to stop, I'll just half them again to 5mg and taper off. The dose is so low, but still does its job, that I'm not worried about withdrawal. I truly hope you find something that works. It's horrible waking up not knowing if your day will be calm or really physical. I'll say a prayer for you too. 🙏🏻❤️