@slarson14 If you mean that you have been struggling in your marriage for a long time and this is why you feel so alone, then I can understand why you feel so tired. I found great support and solace with my friends during my divorce. I also struggled for many years in my marriage but I struggled alone. After my husband told me at the time that he planned to leave I was stunned and shocked. But I also had the thought that I can now chart my own path without him telling me what to do at every turn.

Does your life include friends who shared your spiritual beliefs?