First so sorry for your diagnosis. Next forget google so much misinformation about survival rates and treatments. Talk to your oncologist if you don’t like what they have to say get 2nd opinion. Don’t give up or give in so easily. Need to ask questions about everything that’s happening to you. I had stage 3 esophageal cancer went through flot treatments. That’s 4 chemotherapy treatments then surgery then 4 more chemo treatments. Now I couldn’t eat or drink anything for 6 months. Had a j tube put in for fluids and nutrition. Got me through until I could eat again after surgery. This isn’t easy by any means. But if you want to live make a choice of having a positive attitude that you want to live for yourself and your family. Family will hopefully be a big influence for you to live also. There will probably be other people on here that will provide there input also. We all care and don’t want anyone to give up. Any questions please ask. Hoping the best for you and your family!! Scott