I’m so sorry. But please take care of yourself, don’t give up on life, and use a good divorce attorney. As an option, if your finances require it, are you in a field where you could find another job? I found one of the best jobs I ever had at age 66, and after being part-time employed for 10 years. Despite what you hear, the unexpected sometimes happens. And be prepared for some good luck after all the bad.

@slarson14 If you mean that you have been struggling in your marriage for a long time and this is why you feel so alone, then I can understand why you feel so tired. I found great support and solace with my friends during my divorce. I also struggled for many years in my marriage but I struggled alone. After my husband told me at the time that he planned to leave I was stunned and shocked. But I also had the thought that I can now chart my own path without him telling me what to do at every turn.

Does your life include friends who shared your spiritual beliefs?

Yes, God IS your refuge And strength.
Here are some thoughts:
Become a Sitter or companion for someone in need: a hospice patient, an elderly parent whos living with their childs family… they need a break.
I hired someone to sit with my mom in a nursing home. A sitter doesnt have to be licensed. My sitter sat with my mom, took her outside to get fresh air and spend time out of the building. She also took her to an activity.
You could sit with a child whos going thru chemo and whos folks need to get shopping done, errand run.

You could consider caring for a child or two for afterschool care.
There are a lot of needs out there, PRAY about this and let God lead you.
Put yourself into His service and He will direct you.

You can do this..
if Gods directing you, Hes got it all ready.
Blessings to you, Slarson.