My husband just completed his four rounds of chemo. He will start radiation/chemo July 14 and then headed towards the surgery. I totally understand why you’re nervous and scared but, I look at it this way we try to look at each segment and focus only on that to get through it. it’s unknown always in the beginning but once you’re in it, you just take one day at a time and keep working through it. We found this helpful instead of anticipating best of luck to you and your family, here’s to living in the moment.